Thanks Atma. =)
I'm sorry about you and Be. I did know about Be, and asked Chief to pass on my well wishes.
What happened with me was small and stupid to most, but really had an effect on me... a very negative one. I guess that's apparent since I stayed away so long. In fact, I would have stayed gone, but certain signs kept pointing me back here and the longing in my heart for resolution was too strong to deny. My logic still tells me this could all be in vain, but I decided it was worth the risk.
If Greg is willing and whenever he may be available I would be grateful for his help with Be and I communicating. Hi, Greg... I'm Elizabeth. I'll send him a PM if I am able to.
And in case it wasn't clear in the title, I only posted here again 'cause it seems the other forums are still off limits to me.