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    are all the good times ...worth the bad times?....i mmean ...don't we spent more time dead than alive....yes as you've already probably guessed....i'm having a deppressive episode....which ultimately makes me question it all....


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    i swear...one of these days i'm just not gonna have an answer for myself :madrant:
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    i wish i could just not care enough to let it all go
    blah... blah... blah...the universe.... what color underwear do you have on.....red i hope
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    Yes...all the good times ARE worth the bad times! The secret is to focus on the good even throughout the bad.

    I'ma be callimg you tomorrow or Wednesday...depends on whether this meeting happens or not. I'll probably come check you if you've got the time and you're up to it.
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    Tap the lightpole and we'll be jammin all night
    And ain't nobody callin' the cops
    'Cause everybody's here freakin', if they're older they're doin the rock
    And every block from all around
    Comes runnin' to the park when they hear the sound
    And soon the word's spreadin' through our part of town
    "Yo, 40 Park y'all, Jam-On's gettin down"
    Yeah...

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    Originally posted by Be@Jul 26 2004, 05:08 PM
    i wish i could just not care enough to let it all go
    Then truly what would be the point? Point of existence, yeah I believe I know what you're sayin.. such as if everyone's going to die what's the point in living. OK so I asked that but, like Coz has said the good times are worth the bad, that's what we live for.

    You could question why all the time Be, you know this. But you'll always have an answer (and you know this as well!) Nobody's invicible, especially with depression and everybody's here for you.

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    Originally posted by BigRed82@Jul 26 2004, 05:23 PM
    like Coz has said the good times are worth the bad, that's what we live for.
    yeah, but, "once the page of a calendar is turned, it's no more. So tell me, then, what was it for?"


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    Originally posted by Terrick+Jul 26 2004, 05:42 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (Terrick @ Jul 26 2004, 05:42 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-BigRed82@Jul 26 2004, 05:23 PM
    like Coz has said the good times are worth the bad, that's what we live for.
    yeah, but, "once the page of a calendar is turned, it's no more. So tell me, then, what was it for?" [/b][/quote]
    Careful there kid...in that way lies madness.
    Alright
    Tap the lightpole and we'll be jammin all night
    And ain't nobody callin' the cops
    'Cause everybody's here freakin', if they're older they're doin the rock
    And every block from all around
    Comes runnin' to the park when they hear the sound
    And soon the word's spreadin' through our part of town
    "Yo, 40 Park y'all, Jam-On's gettin down"
    Yeah...

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    Originally posted by Be@Jul 26 2004, 02:05 PM
    are all the good times ...worth the bad times?....i mmean ...don't we spent more time dead than alive....yes as you've already probably guessed....i'm having a deppressive episode....which ultimately makes me question it all....


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    i swear...one of these days i'm just not gonna have an answer for myself :madrant:
    Yeah I think eye'll agree on the good times bad times comment.. I wouldnt have believed it in January when i was in utter depression and i felt everyday was gloom.. I just have to realize what I have and what I dont have, and accept the things I cannot change.. life if for living, and im doin my best everyday..
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    Originally posted by Coz+Jul 26 2004, 06:21 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (Coz @ Jul 26 2004, 06:21 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'>
    Originally posted by Terrick@Jul 26 2004, 05:42 PM
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    @Jul 26 2004, 05:23 PM
    like Coz has said the good times are worth the bad, that's what we live for.

    yeah, but, "once the page of a calendar is turned, it's no more. So tell me, then, what was it for?"
    Careful there kid...in that way lies madness. [/b][/quote]
    time,money and ego....therein is the formula in which out of proportion will send men to the brinks of madness.... hnoes9:
    the vibe says syxx so let it be syxx......

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    wow^^^^^^^^^^that whole thing you got up there syxx is very interesting
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    I ask why...but no one answers....I ask when but time keeps goin
    I ask where...but I just can't see the way

    We all wonder these things, and what's the point of it all. It's like you can't keep going because somethings always holdin you back. If you're always lookin up, you can't see where you're goin, and if you're always looking down you'll never see a rainbow. I guess for me it's about looking around instead of looking back or forward. If I dwell on the past I can't stop thinking about mistakes and regrets, and if I just look forward I can't but see all the things in my way. Staying focused on one thing, no matter which way it is gives me vertigo...so me..I just keep looking around.
    If I'm dreamin don't wake me..I'd rather stay lost within your mind.

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    be since you've been stuck in this depressive state for 20 years or sumthin.. what have you tried to get out of it? just interested.
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    I think its one of those things that you can only answer yourself.. its an interpretation and opinion, and everyones is gonna be different.. and if someone gave you an answer.. one would be upset if the outcome or answer was wrong.. there's really no way of answering it.. and I know it was more of an expression than question.. I am always shooting those types of questions towards my life and what goes on in it.. Im very very in to analyzing things.. My whole family is Catholic, and all of my peers, friends and associates are Christian.. and it just aches them for them to know im not a Christian.. those looks like "poor guy, he isnt saved" or "he doesnt understand"

    When the real answer is.. I do understand.. my whole life I was raised and studied the Christian bible.. but whats wrong with experimenting with other religions and thoughts? :dunno: I think its a natural process of a human and I think that its okay for anyone to do that.. even if u dont end up the same denomination as your family.. People have to be reasonable in this area.. and I know that most arent.. but im a very open minded guy and im always interpreting things outside the cliche way of thinking.. I think there's more to life than what i've been told, and my morals are stronger than ever.. I feel im a better person stepping outside of the religions.. I am a firm believer in God, but not in the same way as the Christian faith, or really most of them.. I have my own beliefs and i've learned from each.. and putting it down on paper or trying to explaining it just decreases the meaning I feel inside.

    Sorry for rambling, but thats how I feel about it.
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    ive had small periods of depression over the past few years but the true depression came when i was away from my family for the longest period of time,having people around who care and who you really care about can make all the difference i think.. when stuff happens to them it takes my mind of my little problems ,when good things happen to me it warms them to hear it and vice versa, a network of caring people is what i personally need to survive ! without that .. yes i could definately say why be alive........
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    songs tim......songs
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    "One day the absurdity of the almost universal human belief in the slavery of other animals will be palpable. We shall then have discovered our souls and become worthier of sharing this planet with them."
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    [My 2 cents] The past can always be looked back upon and learned from to make a better future. You can make a better future for yourself by correct past mistakes (or more positively repeating past successes). The irony: this can only be done in the present.

    You have to ask yourself: Are my best times behind me or in front of me? You know what your answer to this should always be.

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    Originally posted by Be@Jul 26 2004, 05:05 PM
    i swear...one of these days i'm just not gonna have an answer for myself :madrant:
    I feel ya, be! I don't understand, how of all people on this forum you could feel that way! You don't know but at the same time you DO know how many thousands and thousands of lives you've touched! I know mine! I used to be so damn depressed and I would sit back and listen to your songs over and over and over and over again! They helped me to time travel til the pain was somewhat bearable (don't laugh at my pronusciation)! o.k., til I could get my ass up and face this damn fuk, piece of sh*t, az, OUR world... How wonderful she is! How's that for contradiction?! But Thank You, be!

    Anyway, be, I know depression very very well!

    Our feelings are our own! I can't gauge my feelings on a specific subjuct or circumstance, by yours nor vice versa...or even compare so I can't tell you not to feel anyway about anything! I can and will tell you that your life has a purpose if it ain't nothing but to get me through a day! That is what it is! We know the rabbit hole goes much deeper that that!It is what it T.I. is!! If I have to keep going in this crap you do too!, brother! Go gget drunk or do what ya do to escape, come back and pump out one of those get Damien through his time songs, dude!

    Much Love for YOU, be
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    bes music really touches particular individuals....hes like the julio iglesias of isolationist r and b
    the vibe says syxx so let it be syxx......

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    I second that...
    "he who disowns me before men will be disowned before the angels of God."

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    Sitting in a hotel in Louisville, KY, tripping off the good vibes of great music and a belly full of wine! Made a random and spontaneous Imix for you, Be if you have Itunes. Songs you might not dig -- some folky and acoustic, no hip hop -- but thought I'd E your way, regardless. Maybe you can squeeze some inspiration out of something here:

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    "It's only life afterall"
    "It won't mean a thing in a hundred years"
    "I've seen clouds from both sides now I really don't know clouds at all."
    "If I laugh just a little bit, maybe I can forget the chance That I didn't have to know you And live in peace, in peace"
    "I've got many rivers to cross and it's only my wind that keeps me alive"

    Be, I wish we were all there to give you a big group (but manly) hug. You're one of a kind, an inspiration, "our" artist -- we love ya.

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