I must apologise to ya'll

[Cozmo D]

[size=24]I WILL BE CALLING YOU ALL DAY SO ANSWER YOUR FUKKIN PHONE!!!

If you'd rather, email me your address and I will come down, or meet you wherever you are! cozmo-d@nyc.rr.com

Ben

[Elizabeth]

The thing about depression is [from what I've experienced]... you're either in an easily saved state, or an easily damned state. Forgive the religious connotations to my speech. What I mean is...

If you're easily saved, all I have to do is tell you how great you are, how great the world is, how much I love you and how much you are cared for... and that would be enough to stop the dread of sinking below pure consciousness.

If you're easily damned, you'll think everything I'm saying is BS and that the world is out to get you or hates you or doesn't even matter anyway. That nothing matters. You won't see the beauty in anything. If this is you, then it's either bend or break. I can give you my hand to pull you up, or we can dope you up with all kinds of drugs... but it's you that's gotta "come to" and realize the Truth... So, it's bend or break. And it's only a matter of time. No one else can save you but you.

much love to you. I hope it's bend and not break, because you're so so special... to me, to all of us (I'm sure). I thought you might like to know that both Dawn and Venus (<= much to Joshua's dismay) are still in the running for baby name considerations.

Love and Peace,
Elizabeth


PS-- if it's break and not bend, just remember that you'll have to learn the same damn lesson again... and we'll see you again when you're ready.