Hey listen, guys... I was wondering if you guys would please ban me?
I feel really bad about all the stuff that happened, and I feel sad about all this... but, um... it's just one of those things that seems like the right thing to do. I know you guys tend to not see eye to eye with me on what "the right thing" is, but I guess I'm just trying to listen to my conscience and my heart.
I'm very confused at my feelings now, it feels kinda like a break up in a weird, pathetic way (drama queenish, I guess, but that's how I honestly feel)... I have been with you guys for years, but at the same time I feel a little hurt (I know, you guys think I'm too sensitive about this stuff). So, I guess what I am trying to say is I love you and I'll miss the old days, and I hope you guys won't remember me too harshly.
If anyone wants to keep in touch (please, not to argue... only to stay friends or be supportive and understanding of one another as best we can), I'm at HardRockSoul@aol.com
I want to publicly say thanks to Jason, who did try to make amends with me after everything... we called a truce and stuff. And I know that he's a good guy, so in my eyes me and him are cool now.
with love.
Elizabeth