whole lotta shakin goin on....

[Be]

2 deaths in 2 months.....first my trusty g3 i've had for like.... ever....finally quit on me that kept me outta here a good 3 weeks...so then i finally get my shit together with one of my g4s...and then my cousin's husband died...what 2 weeks ago...so i've been in charlotte North cack a lack helping her...and of coarse she ain't got no internet hook up right now...with that and my wack ass cingular service...it was basically me and my thoughts for a couple weeks...and my family...my jim sullivan side...and then it came to me...am i taking this particular album way too seriously because of my emotional attachment.... hmmm....(will update on this later)...and oh yeah....fuck VH1 syxx we've always had that kind of relationship with them...those narcecistic fuckers are probably going by what THEY WERE PLAYING IN 90-93...which wasn't us..they even had this big blow up with island about why they couldn't play I'd die without you because it was a rap song...then they tried to apologise and gave us some kockamamy award for what...to this day i haven't even givin a shit enought to read and/or figure out...oh yeah...get this....in 7 weeks or so we're gonna be on some new reality tv show big brother meets american idol is how they pitched it to us....13 artists from the 80s & 90s that didn't really fit in to a cataglory away some where for 2 weeks compeating in different shit like songwriting..performing.....and no..i don't know who the other artsts are...apparently none of us do...sounds like sumthin i woulda watched even if i wasn't on it.....so we're gonna release Jim sullivan syndrome....or whatever it will ultimately be called somewhere in the fall when the show airs......anyhoot.....oh shit we got a show with arrested development this thrusday @BBKings..NYC!!!i think we're doin 30 min or so...so whoevers in the area and wants to roll....HOLLA

b.

ps
whoever's in ...or near charlotte NC Holla...i'm going back in a week or so....and i'll come check you....and sweets..i'm callin you out

[sdldawn]

Thanks for the update Be, Glad your doing okay and sorry about the deaths.

and I look forward to see'in ya on the reality tv show and the new album.

[SaintHax]

oh damn this is gonna rock :dancingcool:

[Harmeister]

Glad to know you're back and healthy.

[Be]

thanx....yeah...i'm back....who said anything about healthy....i'm still extreemly depressed...nothing a new gyrlfriend wouldn't cure...my doctor begs to differ.....i go to bed @ 8pm watch tv till 5am and get outta bed at 4pm...eat food ...(repeat) honestly....somebody help me....because i can't stop :bash: :bash: :bash: :tinker: :tinker: :happysad: :happysad:







honestly...i just want an extreemly beautiful....or just plain qute gyrl
and my life not to suck

:dunno:

[SaintHax]

Originally posted by Be@Jul 21 2004, 08:51 AM
honestly...i just want an extreemly beautiful....or just plain qute gyrl
and my life not to suck

:dunno:

if you figure out how to fix that before me please let me know :happysad:

[Chief]

^^^^^^what he said^^^^^^^

[Brian221]

Originally posted by SaintHax@Jul 21 2004, 01:29 AM
oh damn this is gonna rock :dancingcool:

Guess I'll have to give .net a facelift by then.

[Louis85]

Be, I hope your new album comes out in the early fall. A dose of some new PM Dawn music will be just what the doctor ordered for me.

Don't let the funerals get you down. I had three at the end of last year. They can really get to you if you let them. After the sadness though, you can get a new appreciation for life from them sometimes. It's all in the way you look at them.

Good Luck wih all your ventures, Bro. Hopefully some of them will bring you some happiness.


Louis

[Be]

thanx louis...pre-she-ate-it bruh

[Chukwuka]

Originally posted by Be@Jul 21 2004, 07:51 AM
i'm still extreemly depressed...nothing a new gyrlfriend wouldn't cure...my doctor begs to differ.....





honestly...i just want an extreemly beautiful....or just plain qute gyrl
and my life not to suck

:dunno:

Screw da doc, he prolly got all that and then some, ohhh well!

If you find that WOMAN, be, ask her do she got a sis for Chuk!!!

Don't forget!

[Cozmo D]

What time Thursday?

Put me on the list, cause I'll be up in there!

[fd]

Sorry to hear about the death man.

Hope things get better for ya, That tv show thing should be fun or at least interesting. I dunno what to say about the depression cause everyones different when it comes to what gets them down. I think you're right about getting a girlie though, shit anything that can stop you from thinking too much helps. That's what gets me I think, having the time to think about shit that don't need thinking about.

Still at least if you got a new comp you might be able to actually see pictures on websites finally!


Ermm dunno what else to say to you except keep your chin up cause one day you'll wake up and shit will be different and you'll feel happy to be alive again.


take it easy big man.

[Be]

8:45pm...and no laughing....i can't do sunshine.....i don't have a band right now....and i feel quite naked without them

[Be]

i hear ya...thanx.....fuckin dickhead

[SaintHax]

Originally posted by Brian221+Jul 21 2004, 10:42 AM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (Brian221 @ Jul 21 2004, 10:42 AM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-SaintHax@Jul 21 2004, 01:29 AM
oh damn this is gonna rock :dancingcool:

Guess I'll have to give .net a facelift by then. [/b][/quote]
I was just thinking the same thing for this site, I'm not really holding any information here on the frontpage, but I have to come up with something

[fd]

Originally posted by Be@Jul 21 2004, 07:33 PM
i hear ya...thanx.....fuckin dickhead

:madrant:

[PsychoMan]

Thanks for the news, Be! I'm really excited about the new album. I hope the reality show goes well... makes me want to sign up for cable.

As for the depression and lack of cute gyrl... been there, done that many times. If I knew how I got out of it, I'd write a book, make some $$$ and bring happiness to the world. :dunno:

[Cozmo D]

Originally posted by Be@Jul 21 2004, 02:31 PM
8:45pm...and no laughing....i can't do sunshine.....i don't have a band right now....and i feel quite naked without them

Cool, I'll be there...and I promise not to laugh... Put me down for +1, though I don't know if Yvette will be with me.

My condolences on your loss as well...I zoom through here so fast sometimes that I forget what matters. :happysad:

[Foxy11]

I'm sorry to hear about your losses. Thanks for the update, I'll be looking forward to the tv show and new album.

Tonya