I got called at work (night shift) saying he collapsed, he had surgery about a week ago to remove a cyst on his pancreas and they removed his spleen and gall bladder...he hasn't been feeling well since that but appeared to be recovering and was here at home so...
I'm still not sure how to feel, a bit dazed and confused I guess, then again you expect this to happen at some point but you never feel the feeling till it happens...I'm not gonna go cry my eyes out since it's pointless and doesn't solve anything, but I think I will go ponder what I'm feeling right now and try to understand it. It's defiantly a weird feeling, happy that he's not in pain nor in a worn out body, sad that I won't see him everyday like I used to.
I don't really need the "I'm sorry for your loss" stuff...doesn't change anything I just figured I could unload a bit by telling someone.
Got a loved one? tell them you love them before it’s too late...it's a simple thing to say :happysad: