hey coz, you should take it as a hint (nobody wants anymore of your cooking)
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hey coz, you should take it as a hint (nobody wants anymore of your cooking)
Oh, I take it as a hint alright. :)
Haters BEWARE...future post coming about the greatness of Coz's BBQ Chicken.
soon as i make it back to Boone i am loading up pics and i'll give a firsthand account.
hahahaha...so Coz took you to KFC...atta boy old man..:)
im sorry but for the cell thing i dont need everybody knowing where im going and what im doing every five minutes so a cell phone is not for me....
and i dont mind going with someone on highway but im damn sure not going on a 2 1/2 hour car ride by myself ..i mean ill try to drive their car if they go with me but mine will not last more than an hour on the road before dying...and i DONT plan on purchasing a new one in the near future...i have enough in terms of food money rent moneyand insurance money to worry about....im not about to plop another 12 grand for a f*ckin car.....
i thank you for your words and your kindness but this is just something i do not do....THE END!
Damm Syxx, I touched a nerve? Sorry man! :(
Jeez, what's happened to this place? :confused:
its not you ben...ive always been this fucked up
i cant drive with music cuz if i lose my concentration i get lost.....
i have problems with fast driving.....the last time frek drove me home i waited till he left and then almost like clock work puked on my moms flowers and of course did the mature thing and told her it was "probably the neighbours dog"
im the pansy who got sick on a ferris wheel for christsakes....
i every time somebody calls me they want something from me....somebody wanting me to go somewhere i dont want to go....or get me to do something i dont want to do....i just like being alone....i dont need my job calling me everyday im off...my friend wants me to visit him in boston and thinks this is a "weekend" kinda thing....are you crazy! as much as i like you im not driving four fuckin hours to visit someone...when i get off of work the last thing i want to see is another human!....I NEED TIME TO MYSELF SO THAT I CAN GIVE YOU MYSELF!
i cant be this happy cheery person without consequences......i love all of you on here i really do and ive got my issues to sort out as do we all....please dont think any "or try to" less of me for not being a better person but...this is it....i cant "grow" anymore.....i dont have it in me..im happy i am able to bring smiles to your faces as usually i dont do well interacting with other people...through you ive been able to show you a side of me that i "think" is real...that i "think" is true.....you all brought out a side of me that i didnt even think i had in me....that i could be funny and reassuring....and that you all genuinely llike me for who i am
maybe its just stress or the fact that i have yet another managerial overhaul coming my way and may never see someone who gave me a second chance again....maybe its cuz im 27 AND STILL DONT FEEL COMFTORABLE AROUND OTHER PEOPLE TO EVEN INITIATE A RELATIONSHIP!all i know is im doing the best that i think i can do.....its whatever i can do to go day by day on this little orb.....my music...makes the days a little brighter,,,,movies?videogames?books?....they add extra color to a world i dont see enough color in( im sorry i ve been to niagra falls/disney land/amish country/montreal...and it didnt mean shit to me....land does not impress me.people are the same everywhere they put on their smiles and tourism masks and make you feel welcome for your three day stay.....when someone paints a picture or writes a poem or plays a character .or sings a song (that has an impact on me)....the same when i go on here and see a private message r post with a smily on it....it makes things seem so much cooler....when someone creates something from their heart.... that touches you...that means something.......im sorry but people at times are genuinely shit....but a person....can mean forever to you....maybe im to cynical.....maybe im to closed......but id like to think that someone knows where im coming from on this tirade cuz i think i gave up cohesion about twenty minutes ago trying to find a voice for myself .....
all of you on here have shown me their are at least somepeople who arent one dimensional....its been a joy to know some of you.....and the closest thing i think to a blessing as well.....have a good nite....
Here's a smile for you Syxx. :)
I missed the BBQ? Ah, $%*!
what kind of bullshit is that syxx..you know damn well im 1 dimensional......
thanks guys.....i really did need that...i think i needed to purge that too!...i've always been a bit on the hermit side so its a bit awkward for me to just show myself to world when the sun will fry me :D
im sorry im weird and difficult....but im glad you can see past that....group hug!
*smacks syxxs hand* "NO grabbing my ass, how many times do I have to tell you that?"
just a year and a half?
hey syxx often the people who bring a lot of laughs and joy to people feel like that..keep it real syxx hope things at work turn out well